bikin kacau jiwa

ini dia lelaki Indon yang bikin kacau jiwa. i am positively in love with this guy. matila ni.

a fool's note

i was too lazy to update my blog for many reasons.

so, a quick one.

1. if you have to pick to visit Jakarta or Bandung. i'll recommend Bandung. for two reasons: the brownies and Andrea Hirata (he lives there!). try read his works: Laskar pelangi, Sang pemimpi, endensor, maryamah karpov. (bah, if movies your thing, try: Laskar pelangi). better yet, try to see Bogor-beautiful!

2. of all the kraken(s) appearance in movies, the kraken in Clash of the Titans= cutest. my rating for the movie? 6/10. i love the fighting with the scorpions scene tho.

3. I love international book fair. last march, i made my own record of books purchase: 33 books (i managed to read 6 so far). 10 books from the fair. books are way cheaper in Indonesia. damn the Airasia 15 kgs!

4. i lost my camera cable and i have yet to find my card reader. i am clumsy, i know.

5. green is still my favourite colour.

my new crush

My new crush

I was thinking of posting "waterfall". But, as a continuation of the film GREEN ZONE theme, i decided to post " i remember". Honestly, i'm not overly crazy over this guy's good look, good built, not so great music or even the voice. I am taken over by his words. The honesty in his lyrics. It's killing me!. Try listen to "tell me a lie", "better than love". and try not to like this guy. He's Griffin House.

I'm reading "turning thirty" for clear reason. It scares the hell of me! (not the book, the number)
I know, this too will pass, but how bergaya?

Most importantly (than what?), this weekend, i think i'll have my first date with a real Indonesian man on their soil. ahhh.. ngapain ni deg-degan jantung gwe?. oo. its not the jantung, its my perut. aduh ni.. srabi, soto, soda gembira, sotong bakar, (ahhh.. delman?)

in the zone

Again, out to work. i dont really fancy KL. its hot and stuffy here - especially now! its like 38C at midday. (but KL does have cinemas with the latest movies going on). I'll go for Remember Me and Green Zone this week. Green Zone for Matt Damon, of course. (its Australian Movies month in KL- GSC- at the Pavilion). ahhh.. i wish for more free time.

I downed 3 of Dick Francis books. wild horses, Decider and longshot. all had to do with horse racing, but, really different plots and i like it, because i cant guess what's the ending. so, ya, its quite entertaining --- like drinking a Cabernet sauvignon when you favour shiraz. Pah! as if i knew the difference. (i love acid and high tannins in a wine, thus the Shiraz). so, Francis good, but not quite right for my taste. bah.. sepa bilang anything about acquired taste?

Alice in wonderland? i'll pass that. Tim Burton clearly butchered Lewis Caroll. i'll stay true to the dead man.

i am about to walk away from my comfort zone in about 10 days for our little walkabout. wish us the best.

after watching Green Zone: cinematography = quite bad, except for the scene where the chopper went down after being hit by RPG. recommended only if one have free time with no better movie to watch than V3 and Niyang Rapik. the storyline is predictable (profound if you live in Mars during the OIL WAR- anywhere else on earth, it's bangas oredi). mmmmmphh.. (but, then, i slept watching Star Wars : (The) Phantom Menace) so, maybe, it's just me.

walkabout

Yo! Sushi, Midvalley. (Thai restaurant), Midvalley. Old Town Coffee, Kajang. Basil Leaf, Bangsar. Vietnam Kitchen, One Utama. Wong Solo, Bangi. Manhattan Fish & Co, Alamanda, Putrajaya. Restoran Thien, Bangi. Jombali, Subang parade. We covered all these places in 3 days.Jane, Cam on.

my partial collection (yet to hunt for another 31 ) of Dick Francis arrived today. yay!

Do listen to Rivermaya. My favourite is: 241 (my Favourite song). A good reminder to a stubborn heart. i bought their "You'll be safe here". my students asked, why bother buying when Youtube provides

for free? indeed why?. anyhow, do listen to Rivermaya.

A certain girl in Batu Caves and a man in Bristol urged me to go and play with dirt. Planting greens. And I got myself Envirosax bag. Though I have to say, this will be my first and last purchase. (its polyester, which is man made textile—not so environmental friendly I guess) I’d sew my own jut/ cotton bag for grocery shopping.(as if!)

a good friend safely delivered her baby girl (Syhaweh Shana)last thursday and my favourite PT (cik pah- now, i have to call her MUM), where i work delivered her first baby! (a boy!) also on thursday. (God! now i have the urge to go hunting for good sperm!) any taker?

congratulation Woly and Alfredo and Dondoyo.

berbagas

i was home the whole time during CNY. my runny nose and fever get better (still in a stage of mild flu) though.

so i read. East of Eden bothered my mind. (i didnt read the thick book, i cheated by reading the condensed one). O! that was done, long ago. it was so tiresome and had i stumble on the condensed version first, i wont be bothered to read the whole book (mangkali la.. but, then, mau check juga bah tu kan?). the concept of "Thou mayest". kasi bagas in my heart.

this morning, i google up East of Eden and found out that: ada movie based on the book! James Dean, the leading actor. duh!

and i think i've found reason to dream on (like i need reason. hahaha!). sometime we are blessed enough to chance upon something, someone yang bikin bagas dalam hati. this one really did hit me square on my stomach. (oddly enough, perasaan sakit yang sayup-sayup). i hope it will keep, i'd like to rise daily, knowing the pain.

hopefully, by friday, the first step for my backpacking tour sealed and my pray: it will change the way my mind works, expand my horizon. in short, ada bagas dia dalam -dalam -dalam hati.

in perfect accordance in observing the Lent.

new moon 2

pergh!

i was prescribed these: Paradeine tablet (paracetamol 500mg + codeine phosphate 8 mg), Prochlor (prochlorperazine maleate BP 5 mg), Fesin 200mg capsules and antibiotic. my head is throbbing.

what i really need: deep slumber and a day off. which i will do after posting this.

so, ya. new moon. not so good.

new moon

i reread my recent post and think: damn! apahal pula sy tulis title dia mcm tu? mcm apa saja.

we won the battle. not as a champion, but in spirit, we knew, we are better. the kids (5 bands- performed their best) and from the mouth of one of the jury (that handsome drummer- sepa sudah dia tu? that Bidayuh man yg saaaangat good looking that!). he said: awesome bands. indeed, you guys, great!

so, today, i have a sore throat. (3 hours of constant screaming last saturday). thank God, my monday, no class.

Philip and Jenny tied the knot last saturday. congratulation.

28 days to decide on the plan : Java Jive 2010: 1-10 october. OOOOO God, i'm giddy with expectation. a backpacking tour. i am so not me!

pick me up!

The Murum dam, located about 470km inland from Miri, is the first of 12 new dams that are to be constructed throughout Sarawak The Star online, 29 Jan 2010

in 2008, we did a Sanitation and health promotion project among the Iban folks down the river of Batang Ai, Lubok Antu, Sarawak. specifically, we were in Ng. Delok (nanga (river) Delok), some 2 hours boat ride from the jetty of Batang Ai Hydroelectric dam.

if you can imagine a small island of approx 5 km in diameter, put the longhouse (of 14 doors) (approx 5mX15m per door) at one corner, you're imagining Ng. Delok. it used to be the pinnacle of a hill, but, ever since the 'flood' in 1985, their hill has been reduced to a small island as it is now. these people are those who refused to relocate. (and, i guess, those who chose to relocate, fare no better).

the Batang Ai dam is a water catchment area and a hydroelectric generating dam. ironically, no electricity, no clean, treated water for any of the settlements scattered over the vast artificial lake.

i spent about 3 weeks with those folks down river (in 3 visits). they are the most contented people i'd ever mingled with. they tap their rubber for little money, catch fish, hunt for meat, take the jungle produce (whatever little left for them- they're living in a buffer area of a National Park), tend to their patches of paddy field and make tuak. (O! i survived their merriment procedure with my dignity and mind intact).

but somehow, somehow, i wish, instead of wasting time and energy arguing about the legality of some words to be used for certain group of people. maybe, its time to consider giving people more choices/ options in life. like, maybe giving those folks down river options of having or not to have electricity/ treated water, and maybe the options to keep on writing/ calling the name of God in any way suited to ones liking.

i know, those folks down river wont mind a change or two. electricity will mean all night through karaoke session with an opening prayer to Al lah Ta'ala (God in Iban)

i sincerely hope, Sarawak will listen to the voices of its people and not being bullied by a white hair ape or the trans-sea-monkeys, and certainly not being pressured to win the rat race of so called development. in the end, we're only trying to give people more options in life. its up to them to pick their choice.

(this morning i was presented with a choice to pick a red/yellow rambutan, i took both. we can be too selfish, sometime). and yesterday i picked KWSP instead of pension option (to the dismay and stringful of good advices (against) from our PT). and now, i'm doubtful over my choice.

the latest story of Bakun Dam

cheerful monday

it's a very good monday morning (drizzle just a bit) and it's payday! (so, everything seems to be naturally extra cheerful today!)

battlefield #3~ manang! yay! (apalaitu?- if you knew my hatred for injection) you'll know, this is indeed an achievement!

Battlefield #2 - done

Banh Pho

Pho Bo

it's quite ok (not exactly satisfied with the result) . i'll make another batch this week. most of the herbs needed to make the soup distinctly Pho were missing. but, roughly, i got the idea, of how the taste should be. (sawtooth herbs, bone + marrow, tendons, cilantro, corriander seeds, daikon, hoisin sauce).

Battlefield #1- this saturday. i wish, i wish, i wish!

it was saturday night when we worshiped, i'm positively sure, He's there. Roney, Bro. Peter Paris, thanks. kirim api, angin, hujan dan minyakMu.

p/s : sekali lagi Tuhan, kirim api, angin, hujan dan minyak Mu.

Battle field

we survived the audit. Barely.

looking forward to win Battle of the Bands (30/01/2010). Yay! we even have a yell for our team. (i want nobody, nobody but you!) ya.. the wonder girl's (Korean) new hit. we certainly will have a blast! 5 teams from our college. we want the title for best guitarist, best performance and most popular band of the night... (buli kah itu kids?) (nahhhh.... just enjoy the whole thing pun ok sudah)

them!

I'll be out this evening to buy ingredients for Pho. (a friend keep on nagging about it ~ so, bah). Wish me luck in battling my way to those ingredients and putting it to a decent (enough) meal. i'll brag about it later.

battle of fear tomorrow. derma darah!

of being a dog

last weekend, i had a good time with a good sister (who, despite her busy schedule, dropped by Kuching en route Sarikei -KL to be with her friends). and also Dy! (i enjoyed the jalan2 macam tourist di carpenter st). HAVANA is not a bad place to chill out, especially if ones prefer loud music. plenty of 'good stuff' to feast on too. hahahhahahahha.. i'm referring to the cool bartenders! (and i really should go out more often.. sigh*)

we'll have our SIRIM surveillance audit on 19th january. so, ya... work like a dog.

and we got 94 boys for our january cert intake. 28 sabahan. (i hate to say this, but ya: i'm nervous to teach their class~ it's intimidating!)

i'll start writing a travelogue for our Jakarta-Bandung trip. (we do our research mostly on other's blogs/ travelogues ~ loaded with small but important pointers).

a reminder for myself : january is a good month to Proverbs 27:23

2010!

congratulation Asrind and Caro! we had fun at your wedding reception. alangkah bergayanya kaibigans ku pakai lawa pi majlis korang. kami sangat-saaaaaaaangat seronok.

and also to an old friend of mine, Lily! congrats. sorry lambat datang ko punya wedding. tidak sempat pun p church. u knew about the flight and so on...

janny and betz, thanks tejumpa korang juga. wah! lamanya tidak jumpa korang!

and kaibigans ko. maraming salamat!

iya.. kamulaitu biawak2 sekalian.

huhu. aku indatau apa theme ni korang pny posing ya.

wish for loads more fun this year. semoga kita semua lebih berduit untuk berjalan-jalan dan berfoya-foya. semoga kita lebih sihat dan berusaha lagi mencapai BMI yang sepatutnya. semoga kita lebih berjaya dalam kerjaya masing-masing, thus more income, for semoga nombor 1. semoga kasih kita berpanjangan dan kita ada masa untuk menghargainya dengan lebih, dan lebih, dan lebih lagi.