Tuesday, October 30, 2018

Ok Oktober

Today is the last day of October.
In Kuching, the weather is overcast, gloomy. I am melancholic and stressed out.

Puan Ieda's dad passed away last Saturday. went to ngabas the family, monday. now, i want to be home with my family.

A brand new Lion Air aircraft crashed this week. 189 people inside.

Earlier this month, Ija's husband passed away in a rescue mission-turned tragedy.  I feel so sad for her.

How do I sum my days? with sad news, gloomy weather, sunken heart, tired. I'd be a hypocrite if I say, I am OK. I am not OK.

I am taking a break. I want to begin November with a clean slate. I will read more books and disconnect more of my phone. My final semester and last two class to attend is where my energy should focus on.