berbagas

i was home the whole time during CNY. my runny nose and fever get better (still in a stage of mild flu) though.

so i read. East of Eden bothered my mind. (i didnt read the thick book, i cheated by reading the condensed one). O! that was done, long ago. it was so tiresome and had i stumble on the condensed version first, i wont be bothered to read the whole book (mangkali la.. but, then, mau check juga bah tu kan?). the concept of "Thou mayest". kasi bagas in my heart.

this morning, i google up East of Eden and found out that: ada movie based on the book! James Dean, the leading actor. duh!

and i think i've found reason to dream on (like i need reason. hahaha!). sometime we are blessed enough to chance upon something, someone yang bikin bagas dalam hati. this one really did hit me square on my stomach. (oddly enough, perasaan sakit yang sayup-sayup). i hope it will keep, i'd like to rise daily, knowing the pain.

hopefully, by friday, the first step for my backpacking tour sealed and my pray: it will change the way my mind works, expand my horizon. in short, ada bagas dia dalam -dalam -dalam hati.

in perfect accordance in observing the Lent.