miss.. siou sbb kmi x mnang. sia rs sia taw jg mn silap. sia rs la. tp sia taw yg koir kta suda mnang sbnarnya. suma 2 ahli2 kor suda mnang sm dri durng sdri; dr yg x prna ada pngalmn koir, ada yg dgr kod pn xdpt. "kta bet on ksungguhan" blg miss, n sia rs berbaloi kta dcide bg2. sia rs durng jd sgt2 hebt suda. byk yg sia blajar dr ne exp ne kali. tq so much miss lyd! (nti2 la bru miss p nek cruise d mlaka ah~hohoho..).
and like a blushing teenage i cried (for full 5 minutes?). i blamed the influenza virus and me being so sick that i felt sorry for myself. but, really, i need that good cry to ease myself (like i always did) and it felt good.
i badly want to win the choir competition. and i cant see why we didnt! we performed good, slightly off tempo, but overall, good. so, no. i cant accept that we failed. i knew, my kids were devastated. what with all those hours of practice! and expectation.
my reply to that boy : ahaha! Astaga! napa ko ckp mcm org tua2 ni max? sy sgt proud sm kamurang. i dont really cr kita dpt p melaka ka x. as a teacher, great accmplshmt sdh 2 if my kids lrnt smthg other than wat the book can taught! no need 2 say sorry. we did great!
Putting on different perspective helps. but, it doesnt change the fact that we failed. does it really matter? when you knew, that winning is not everything and maybe it requires re-definition?
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Hi... I'm blog-hopping again.
A choir competition? Your kids lost? Ah well... but sometimes the 'going there' matters more than the outcome. I'd say have a good cry, learn from the experience and move on... nah tu baru cakap org tua!
Gosh... heart broken me... but then, betul tu, they won on the battle terhadap diri sendiri. They have come far. They are great, really! (but..iysk, still tia puas hati ni)
Adeeiii... ko sakit ka ni? lots water ya... take good care of urself.
word today: mennacie - i.e. MANA ACI!!!!
Tina, thanks for droping by.
Dy,ya.. sakit hati betul ni. and ya, sakit. flu. damn!
owh sorry to hear dat, tapi winning exists in many forms. Depends on ur angle of prespective. cuba lagi tahun dapan!
me back in KK (just landed tadi). will be goin back ranau tnite, haro sambayang tantad mibok tmrw nite. have decided, m goin (n let c if im any winner of any kind in this).
ko memang earn my respect of relocating pong..! ur my inspiration...!(tetiba menyampuks)
yeah it's the try and gave the best that wins..!
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