Tuesday, April 17, 2012

white noise

you know, the sound of silence? (that's not a question. that's a statement). i am experiencing a symptom of Tinnitus. my right ear has been in limbo since friday last week and i have difficulty in hearing from the right direction. its really, really annoying.

its quite hard to concentrate articulating something when you're hearing yourself talking loudly in your own ear chamber. yesterday, my officemate told me he cant hear anything i say, i spoke too softly. me?! talking softly? Then, the students complained i mumbled in my lecture. Really?!. so, this morning, i spoke loudly (it's really loud for me) over the mic and delivered the lecture with numerous pauses (to cough and collect my thought--i lost them in the booming sound in my head!). the students didnt complaint.

i am going to see an ENT doctor tomorrow. i've tried the breathing technique, water stabilizer, vitamin B (for the niacin). still, my telinga berdengung. it doesnt hurt, but, its annoyingly uncomfortable. especially when i tried to sleep. i can hear my blood pulsating and the white noise sounds like waterfall!

so, this is how its like, being sick and half-deaf.

4 comments:

jenkays said...

kalau mau lawak..i shud say age is catching up ...hahaha...go check di clinik lah cik adiks...takut infection.

live well get better stay healthy!!

Night said...

togou, ko suda dapat satu supersonic power..ko suda dngr frekuesi yg lebi tajam...
miracle mare..miracle....
better go check juga la..takut gegendang telinga terkesan kesampingan... yeahh

ppong said...

ohooo..mcm jadi cullen sudah. bah p cek lah.

kukuanga said...

wakakakka..

ya, ya, age is catching ahead. mau p jumpa dr lah ni hari. yesterday mau pigi, terhambat oleh meeting yang menjela.

pong, cullen? ko bilang sy skinny ka sy pontianak? (dua-dua pun bukan k)

nite, hahaha...