being in love

coming back to work after a week break. marked student's chem paper all morning and felt devastated by the outcome (10 out of 41 students failed the test). two of them failed tahap maut. i am speechless (and am thinking at the moment....mana salah masa saya kasi deliver). 22 scored more than 15/20..(so, mangkali salah diurang lah bah tu tidak belajar kann?).. hmphh..

yesterday, my flight from KK to Kuching took only an hour and 10 mins (usually 1 hour 45 mins?) OMG! tu pilot pakai kuasa apa oooo?? (i didnt realized these until we reached KIA and the announcement made woke me up) allalaalla... slept like a baby all journey through. acquainted with a very pretty sumandak from keningau. she looks very familiar, so i asked her if have had met her before (macam line mau mengurat saja kan..?) ooo... patutla.. same uni dulu masa muda2. i thought she's working in Kuching (so, excitedly i asked) allalala.. she's working in Lido, and come to Kuching for holiday with her boyfriend. (so, i menanya lagi... orang mana your bf?) manalah tau, i knew the place kann..(the bf is an American) (whoa! orang puti tu geng!)

sambung risikan lagi, she've known the guy through friends a year back, and they (fall in love kah?) continue their long distance realtionship through e-mails. the bf's flight from (USA) supposed to arrive at KIA around 4 pm. we arrived at 6 pm. i asked that sumandak if anybody will fetch her from the airport (a friend of mine will fetch me at 7pm because another friend from KL will arrive at 6.45). so, boli kasi kawan dia sikajap lah sementara menunggu kwn sy tadi mengambil. she said the bf's staying at Hilton, and she'll be waiting for his call. so, we lepak at the starbucks.. tunggu punya tunggu, mau dekat 6.40 sdh, belum lagi ada call. so i suggested to call the hotel. oooo... belum check in lagi that person (bah... sy start risau sudah ni..) and i have to leave her alone because the friend from KL already called (apa mau risau sebenarnya? dia tua lagi 2 tahun  dari sy! besar sudah bah tuu..pandai2 la). she assured me she'll be fine, and i gave her  my number in case she needs help or anything.

sometimes, we did crazy things for love. and i think, love comes with that package (romance + risks + excitment + (all those noble values mentioned in 1 corinthians 13) = love) hmphhh.. ideally, begitula... i'm still worried about that sumandak.. (sudah sms her tis morning, no reply yet)