sorry

still suffer with my sleeping disorder. too tired lately. stayed up most nights. i'm glad it's over (the questions formulation). it ended today. but, still in KL to finally get to know him. i'll meet him tomorrow!. yay!

thank God for good friends. at Jane's. having a good time with Lahong and jane at Posen.

and finally internet connection, courtesy of Jane. and finally i can comment on blogs i frequent. and i'm glad for him. he make me think. a lot. and that is a very good thing.

trouble sleeping

i'm having trouble with internet connection. hence, no blog updates.

influenza A H1N1 finally hit our college. we're currently in a quarantine, until at least one incubation period. hopefully, we'll do fine. i mean, the student will do fine.

me in KK, visiting my student in the field. they were in Kg. Bongkud, Inanam, since last monday for gravity pipe system upgrading. i joined them yesterday. 30 km from main road and yet, no electricity. sedihnya!

a blogger friend fall in love. good luck!

and yeah. i have trouble sleeping.

get on high

surely, i cant get high on buying a furniture (or the notion of shopping for it). that's downright silly. but, as my colleague pointed out "iya, Lyd, kegembiraan kau tu jelas terpancar di muka". that was right after i knew, i can have a stool, custom made, of belian wood (urat-urat tangan sy jadi licak, dan jantung berdebar-debar). i have to have the stool and japanese table for my new nest. my first furniture purchase! i am so high!

that was last saturday. the day i spent with Dy and her Lun bawang family. the day i called a weekend suppose to be - picnic, talking with friends, good food, good looking people (wink! wink!). thanks to aunt Alice, now, i have in mind what my curtain lining look like. Dy loan me her Archer's "a prisoner of birth". halfway through. (ya Dy, i can get high on good book, thanks)

i have to mention Susan Orleans. she's a genius. and Nobu adilman, i saw him on AFC and.. GOD! (i try not to get high on them)

i bought new pair of hush puppies pump, just to add an inch to my pathetic height. (now, you knew, why i get high easily) duh!

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abis sudah baca tu buku dy,

kira happy ending bah juga. malas sy membaca tu detail of court proceeding. but, in the end, Danny=freedom + wife+ daughter+ son+Nick's wealth. tu penjahat semua masuk penjara. si Alex, Danny's lawyer rasanya hooked up with Sarah (tu another lawyer yg tulung c danny masa dia p Geneva). hahahahahah..

minggu akhir julai

beliau sedang berkabung kerana baru menyedari diri telah dilanda penumpukan lemak yang tidak terkawal sekitar abdomen dan penimbulan garis-garis putih selulit yang sangat menjelikan. kebetulan pula, minggu ini, beliau akan menghadapi audit dalaman untuk ISO dan mesyuarat pembentukan JSU peperiksaan yang rasa-rasanya beliau pun kurang pasti pembikinannya. beliau juga ada 14 jam kuliah minggu ini, 4 set soalan formatif untuk disiapkan. beliau baru berfikir.. mampos!

beliau sedang berfikir "what's for breakfast?". iya lah tu, untuk orang yang berkabung. she'll be fine.

nonchalant

i wrote about me attending a small congregation of peace and free lunch last week. i attended yesterday's fellowship. the best part of me being there was, i knew nobody, and nobody knew me. none bother to ask me who i am. the ladies treated me, as if i am an old member of the congregation. and i like the nonchalant way they accepted stranger.

we said farewell to Floria Elhoy Tait, she have to move to KSKB, Sg. Buloh. i tried my best to be nonchalant about it. but, i just cant. i felt sorry for the girl. all the best Flo!

all my life, i wish i am a person, caring enough, kind enough. but at the same time, nonchalant enough to ignore problem, pests and parasites from invading my enclosure. i tried not to sweat the small stuff. and being so, some people i knew, labeled me as uncaring and indifferent. maybe i am. life is full of complexity, it's my way to simplify it.

true chemistry

in chemistry, the 'nirvana' of an atom is to have electronic configuration of a noble gases, ie: stability. stability's achieved through electronic bonding/ chemical bonding. in subatomic level, bonding can be formed by either sharing the electrons/ giving and taking electrons. the later, stronger.

in life, people keep on saying marriage (bonding) can stabilize a person. and i agree, to some point. but, being unmarried, i have my own opinion regarding this: consider other options of bonding. well, maybe my opinion is less romantic. but, still, if stability is in question, it should suffice.

congratulation to Peter Creswell and Anita. God bless your holy union. remember, love will always triumph. (one of the best wedding i've seen. simple. lots of laughters. just families and close friends.) thanks for inviting me.

i start attending a small congregation at mile 16. nothing spectacular. just peace and free lunch.

get set..

just read "my sister's keeper" by Jodi Picoult. it's an earlier work of her, but i kept on hindering reading it. because i knew, it'll 'kill' me. and it did. (rasa macam mau menangis saja ni)

Dawn, thanks for the recommendation to read "Outlier". it's a good book. not so, the conclusion. somehow, it make me feel hopeless. but, then, its better to know, exactly where we stand and make the best of whatever resources we have. i struggled for a week, denying everything said in the book. how can i beat statistic? (different set of thinking style produce different outcome~this is but one way of looking at it)

diving into 2nd half of the year, make me realize: this gonna be tough. we have more kids to look after, more paperworks to be completed, i'll go crazy. dont get me wrong.. i love the job. honest. sometimes, i just hope the burden is lighter. mulau!

i need more time hanging with friends and family. and go for a longer holiday.. ehh..

a reminder:

190 new faces.

58 PKA. 30 girls. 4 boys and a girl from Ranau. loads of interesting characters. Glenn is one. (ok bah.. i knew his parents, he's good with guitar, and that easy smile!~ i hope i'm 19!)

2 weeks of no internet conn. and our semester's starting. belum pindah rumah... adui..

july's here. busy month ahead!

and i miss Manila. specifically, sinigang isda and the fish, deep fried bangus. astaga! kelaparan

quick updates

a quick updates.

the bakasyon went well. i will come to you again, Manila.

the extended vacation was super great. i went water rafting. Padas River. 19km. aku urang itam sekarang. itam macam baru mongomot berminggu-minggu. well...

back to Kuching, stayed overnight. talked like mad with Mimi. miss her so much! then fly again.

now, in Penang. Durian in season. but, i'm not exactly into it. so..

can't wait for the coming of new intake. FUN! FUN! and, me move to my new nest!

btw, me and my love get along quite fine. 3/4 of the pattern almost finish. and i'm still really into it. look like, finally, i've found love to last a life time.. (or rather, until my poor eyesight, and athritis dried my fondnest away) but, until then...

astaga!

astaga! i have to post this..

written by a 'crazy' tourist-to-be. (3 days before depature)

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Per: Permohonan Penginapan Percuma di Hayat Popong & Nite Resort untuk Artis Jemputan Miss Jane Kalang

Dgn segala hormatnya perkara di atas adalah dirujuk.

2.Merujuk kepada permohonan tuan pada Monday, 8 June, 2009, 5:03 PM, pihak kami telah menerima permohonan tuan tanpa apa-apa tapisan sekalipun kerana penapis kami memang sedia berlubang dan bocor.Kesian kami.... Maka dengan itu, adalah di sertakan dan dilampirkan bersama sekali lagi akta yang terkandung dalam seksyen 678 kanun keseksaan 89(a) adunan timun dan cili merah yang telah dimeteraikan diantara Puan Seri Datin Popong dengan Tun Seri Nite bersama dengan De Enterprise of Sri Kepayan Fasa 6 Resort Centre, mengatakan, pintu sentiasa terbuka untuk artis-artis seperti Miss Jane Kalang a.k.a Princess of Kajang dan Princess Dawn
Rodriguez-Miguel-Ferrer-Rojas (artis Philipines yang sangat disegani sekarang) serta juga rakan-rakan artis yang lain untuk menginap di Hayat Popong & Nite Resort. Tetapi, pihak kami amat sedih dan berdukacita kerna SPA kami agak tidak berfungsi. Walau bagaimanasekali atau dua kalipun, pihak kami berharap kehadiran artis-artis ini akan menceriakan lagi resort kami yang sungguh cantik dan menawan dan sungguh exotic ini.

Sekian, terima kasih.

Saya Yang Menurut Perintah

"Majulah Sukan untuk negara kerana banyak minum MILO dan ANLENE"

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that, but one sample of funny e-mails circulated among the crazies. i am in total aghast (in a very positive way possible). its going to be great! looking forward for it!

it does matter

Davy's wedding reception went well. (grand and posh). thanks to 'Stacy'. (you! beautiful lady!).

Discussion went well with dad. i like the conclusion. i have until the end of this month to finalize.

halfway through "the local". on its front cover 'a pub, a town and the search for what matters most'

pg 67: the pace was unhurried, the visible seasons outside a truer and more sane clock. inside these walls, i never thought about where else i needed to be, or what else i needed to be doing. and i hadn't felt that way in a long time. ~Wendy Bounds

House: 100th ep. the search for what matters most.

simple plan

Another trip back to KK. for my good friend, Davy's wedding reception, tomorrow (5th). then off to Ranau. for the fresh air (ha! ha!) on the 6th.

somehow, coming back to my dad's this time, feel very important. (no... it's not that, silly!). but, for the first time, i feel, i am an adult (gosh!). i am doing something, ground-breaking important thing for me. coming home, to discuss matter, close to my heart.

then, off to KK. for my brother, Adam's belated birthday(7th). his birthday on 6th.

back to Kuching on 8th and start packing for my overseas trip. (awal ni mau pack!)

yeah.. i remember to jot down in my diary of our big date (27th!). my love, i can't wait!. here i come. astaga! jiwang juga ini cewek!

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cewek yang jiwang itu telah berjaya mendapatkan lovenya! alahaiiii....but, dia bilang, mau juga pigi dating sama Dy and aunty Alice. 27th, boli kena tunda kah? i'm in Penang lah that Dy. please, re-schedule, dapat sik?

June

it's good to come back to my normal day. last few days were extraordinary days, of i enjoyed very much. but, too much of a good thing sometimes can be very damaging. 

i'm in love again! this time, i'll make sure i get what i want and do it right all the way.