Sunday, March 15, 2009

Eternal rest

how can we shooooh grief?
he's dead
all of us eventually will
so, whats a big deal with it?

still... the ache linger, and grief persist (if only i knew, for how long)
farewell friend, have your rest.

p/s : to Nimrod J Ojilim, you never failed to surprise me. 

13 comments:

jenkays said...

dia selalu buat shocking news kan..! kahwin pun kita terkejut dulu...!! ni pun dia buat kejutan..!he memang full of surprise...ada org tanya saya masih sedih kah..after a few days..i said memang kalau teringat, sedih..!!guess they'll never know how close we are and what we went true together kan..aiyak..tetiba kabar pulak mata saya sekarang..isk lap dulu ya ..take care pare...

*jibroa

Dy said...

heard his voice today in jane's blog. Sakit nya. Napa? Napa i miss him though the last time i talked to him was perhaps more than 3 yrs ago. Napa i miss him though i cannot say i rapat with him.

kukuanga said...

jen.. dy,
we will always miss him. maksudnya, dia ada impak dlam hidup kita. so, i guess.. itu sakit2 dalam dada kita got a permanent residence..but, the good news is, we will cope.. we always will.

(psssst... if i could choose a day to die, i want it to be in march~ it sounded perfect.) gila kan?

kukuanga said...

as both of u already knew, sy pi fieldwork d Lundu time sy tau pasal dia punya accident, terus blank, tiak tau apa mau feel.

then on thursday nite, after health talk di SMK Sematan (kami buat malam)i was so tired and about to sleep when the tide of sadness came. mau nangis pun susah.. i shared the 'room' with 5 of my students, and 2 of our cooks.

sy pi nangis sana belakang dewan. i dont know berapa lama sana..yg ptg, the next morning, student mcm malu2 tgk sy.. (ermmm... kuat kah sy nangis?)

Vitty Fung said...

i'm not sure wht had happened here.. but whtever it is be strong sis.

kukuanga said...

hi V,
our close friend, Nimrod, passed away last week due to car accident.

Dy said...

Malas sy ini urang, bikin sakit dada. Mmg betul i agree with u gou, i mau kasi flying kick him when sy jumpa dia nanti.

mesti ur student blur... then fikir-fikir, mesti "student" JC pun blur tgk Dia ngs time Lazarus died kan?

U want march? I teda date that i want.. but i've got the song... but jane hates it! hahahah.. COUNTRY music babe!! heheheh...

*bodous*

kukuanga said...

Dy!
*bodous*! ahaks!!

the girls tau sudah lah... but the boys... mesti dorang pikir aku gaduh with my bf!

tiak tau lah dy... bikin sakit hati pula tu e-mail tau...(i dont know how to say it) malas bah mau layan kalau teda sudah tu urang baru mau care... napa tidak dari dulu!? (aku emotional pulak...)

jenkays said...

aduii..i don't know mau cry kah mau ketawa tengok komen korang...!! March eh..!! kalau aku..tak mau lah dulu sebab mo bertobat dulu wakakkaa...aku sikit mo accident wo masa terima sms tu...!!bergetar2 terus tangan tia tau apa mo pikir...tia tau apa mo rasa...!! really sayang lah sama kamurang smua tau..!! tentang the email..aku pun ada rasa menyampah...tak kan mo tunggu org mati baru mo close...yucks!!!emo pulak kan ..isk..!!i always tot memang kita sayang sama kengkawan !!

redianes...i loike the word today!!

kukuanga said...

jen..bear with our kegilaan k.. i want march.. c Dy bilang, dia ada lagu.. (apa dy?)

aiyak... ko jen.. march taun2 nanti2 lah.(banyak taun lagi, hopefully). bah... ni mau cari lagu sudah ni. funeral, boleh kasi request theme colour kah? black is boring....

nah.. sudah.

jenkays said...

i want purple...!! wakakaka.not purple biasa tu...yg i suka tu togou..wakakka..!! gilors sudah kita ni...kalau aku punya funeral aku mo ada bbq sama drinks byk-2 wakakkaa..!! and people talk about how i always like to enjoy friends company!! kihkihkih..boleh kah request macam tu!!terus lagu lady gaga...let's dance!! hahahaa..

sceav*

kukuanga said...

oh! the indigo cream colour! hahhahahah!

bah, better put it in writing. make a will. aiyak... mau kumpul duit mau buat will lah ni. (aku punya pirated cd collection, i give to u larr) hahahhahahah!

in spite of all this joke giler2, his death, buat sy betul2 berfikir what is it that i truly want in life. the sad part of it?, its almost impossible to attain. (not in the near future larr..)

jenkays said...

terfikir juga o..kalo tetiba come my turn...aduii..!! belum ready..byk benda mo buat lagi hahha..