being melancholic

DREAMING WITH A BROKEN HEART - JOHN MAYER

When you're dreaming with a broken heart 
The waking up is the hardest part 
You roll outta bed and down on your knees 
And for the moment you can hardly breathe 
Wondering was she really here? 
Is she standing in my room? 
No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.... 

When you're dreaming with a broken heart 
The giving up is the hardest part 
She takes you in with your crying eyes 
Then all at once you have to say goodbye 
Wondering could you stay my love? 
Will you wake up by my side? 
No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.... 

Oooooooooohhhhhhhhh 

Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand 
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand? 
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand? 
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand? 
Baby won't you get them if i did? 
No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.... 

When you're dreaming with a broken heart 
The waking up is the hardest part 

i read Tony Parson's " one for my baby" last night and fall asleep thinking of its theme. (the anguish of missing a departed loved ones) in this particular story, a man who lost his wife. and this morning i woke up, thinking  i'm so lucky to be alive. browsed through You Tube, searching for Jason Mraz and Colbie Calliat's "lucky". i ended up playing over and over this song by Mayer. he's one of those male singer, who have the intensity of melancholy in his voice. and God... his eyes!