mau hujung tahun sudah... and year end always make me sad. (kalau mau fikir pasal kegagalan dan azam2 yang stranded all year long. ada beberapa hari lagi sebelum tahun yang baru...terlalu sedikit masa, dan terlalu banyak yang mahu disiapkan). 

tahun ini, Tuhan sangat baik bagi saya, terlalu banyak yang Dia berikan (and sometimes, it was me who failed to realized His blessing.... until it was too late). jadi, untuk masa2 yang akan datang, harus melatih diri untuk mempunyai roh yang lebih sensitif sama pekerjaan Tuhan, supaya tidak terlepas itu Kairos Tuhan. most importantly, harus berusaha lebih lagi untuk menghargai all the good things in life. health especially. family. relatives. friends. 

went to popular bookstore at city mall KK last wednesday and the clearance sale was on. bought a few books. and because they only accepted cash, i have to forget the book about Ireland (after the price slash = RM51). instead i bought a book on Tibet (about RM40).... and i'm glad i bought it instead. it suppose to be a travel guide book, but, it contains a lot of info about Tibet, their culture and struggle against the invasion... this book make me realize, that : yes, i have a hard life.. i struggle much to be where i am now (nowhere, actually..), but at least i'm free. free to do what i want to do, free to practice my religion (to some extent), free to express my thoughts (this blog for an example), free to upgrade myself. 

pictures were shot by my good friend, Jane... thank you for the permission to use these pics. they're great! 

jane, mau kasi famous si edmund... handsome dia jadi model nii...