and sometimes, he's an idiot too.
maybe it's about time, to consider other options.
maybe i just need to shut up. and stop being tetchy.
those asides, i had a good weekend with Kowalski's Eddie's Bastard. i love the man's vivid portrayal of landscape and sheer emotions in each character. he intertwined those sinister and dark theme: eg: vietnam war, incest, drunkenness to form a novel, easy enough to read. easy to inspire and heavily hit my heart.
this morning, over scalding not-so-great hot tea, i remember the reason why i'm here and the promise i made. ...ke mana pun Kau pimpin, ke negeri yang Kau pilih, ini aku, utuslah Tuhan, dan ku kan pergi.